Soooo, not so many changes these days. Just same old boring cold I cant stand Christmas December. But it is a new moon in Sagittarius, and Iv made definite intentions this month. After receiving much information on on words and their true meanings I have decided to take heed to them. I have always asked to be blessed and I have realized that I have been very blessed; that is (being less). I have been asking greater power or entities(God/Goddess) for help (hell people) or that they grant or provide for me that which I have not received, provided, or created for myself. I think by asking to be blessed I have said that I am less than and I need them to bless me or grant favor in my life by some higher power. By doing and saying this I have given my power away. I now reclaim my power. I had been wounding deep inside that if I'm so blessed why is it so hard to be as great as I know and feel I am. Why has it been such a struggle to receive what I ultimately desire and know I deserve in my life.
When I came across the the book Code to the Matrix, on the website TheResistance. It went through many words and their roots and how they have been used against us. Although I don't agree with everything much of it did resonate with me. Especially about the word blessed( be less) So to reverse the effects of this word I now claim I am begreated. I deny blessings and receive begreatings. I know and feel this to be true and right, because I am not less than any but instead I am great as all that is.
I look at it like this; I have to realize who I am, and I choose who I am, and I choose greatness in all I desire to be and do. That is I am the great god/goddess, goddess being and god doing is all in me and every part of the Universe. So to all other Gods and Goddesses that are and every were, I am their little sister becoming God/Goddess and I am not less than them just not yet as old or evolved as them. So they are to serve me as big brothers and sister should do their younger siblings. As we all know we don't always have good relationships with our siblings. So as below so above. If I use my below life as a reflection of my above life and equate the relationship I have with my physical sister and brothers with my spiritual sister and brothers then I see we have some forgiving, healing, and loving to do. I am 28 they are 49 to 56 I equate this age difference to the difference in evolution between me and my God/Goddess sisters and brother. In my physical life my sisters and brother have not served me well, they have served just not in the best way. Iv learned and experience a lot of FUCKED UP SHIT through them and pain and hurt that I dont feel Iv deserved. Since I do think we go through all things for a reason I must of deserved this from a past life Iv not yet remembered, but its ALL GOOD because it has made me tough and forgiving. So again they have served me just not in the best way. So now I intend to receive the begreating I deserve, and that is all the love, power, and wisdom that my sibling God/Goddesses are and shall serve and share with me here and now. I am them and they are me, I love them and they love me I KNOW, so lets be-loved. I am open to all and always they are and come that the Universe shall support that is of Absolute good; I Am Begreated, I thank all.
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