I am Free and Clear

So coming through these ruff days I am hoping to have cleared and freed my self. Not only that, I am intending to actually be Free and Clear in every sense of the words and their meanings. Through continuous ups and downs in my moods and attitudes I think I have cleared them. Being so intruded with my up and downs in feeling and thought has helped me realize that I have been causing these ruff times, ultimately I realize I need to live in Balance and I think Ill start with being free and clear. When I say free and clear that is when any time I encounter the police I am always free and clear, non effected by them. Some how some way I am always free and clear no matter the circumstances. So I am also ultimately free and clear in ALL WAYS and ALWAYS.  When I desire and intend to do or be what I want to I am free and clear, non hindered and always able. This is important for me to accomplish, as I am a Libra and my element is air. Air is ultimately a free and clear substance; literally. As a Libra, the scales I have to balance and be balanced so I do need to know and be free and clear.
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So how shall I be free and clear...............................................I think Ill just be then do.

Ruff Days

So the last couple of day have been kind of ruff.  Nothings that different, Its just some times I feel like I'm going crazy and cant take this bull shit world any more. I think I may be wining like a child a bit but there is a child in all of us right. I want to be free to do what I want, when I want, and how I want. I really don't think that's too much to ask. Why I think this I don't even know;  just came to me I don't think this I feel this, this is how I feel correction! Then why do I not think this. I think I don't think this is because I think everything in the physical world says that I have to be a billionaire to be free to do what I want, when i want, and how I want. And shame on me, I have chosen to believe what the world has said. So I now intend to change this belief into I am free to do, be, and receive what I want, when I want, and how I want. Whooo and I hope to keep this belief and know it to be true some how some way. Thank you Universe.

Although I say this now and really truly desire to believe it, there is a But. There seems to be a really thick line between believing what I desire to be true and real not just all in my head and seeing and experiencing it to be true in the physical. It is so hard to see some times but I know that I will see, it must be what living is for.

Hi Every One,
I am here now, to share me, know me, and be me.